And So My Final Year Begins

And so my final year of this technology apprenticeship program begins.

On the 27th September 2021, I had my first lesson of my last year. It was about my synoptic project; the project I have been dreading for the longest time. It seems that it will be extremely challenging and I am honestly one to run away from challenge.

For some reason, doing a project on something technological always puts me in a foul mood. Demotivated by the idea of a 20-page report, I think I have done everything I can to avoid the matter but it truly must come to an end.

I feel as though no matter how much I try to make it easy, this project will stress me out a lot. Mainly because of my lack of technical exposure. I’m not a good coder. I don’t know a thing about AWS. And I don’t know how to use API’s to undergo text-mining. It’s all too tragic.

With all this complaining, I still have 7 months to do this no matter how much I don’t want to.

I think I’m going to pray to Allah and ask for His help in this.

My issue is that I hate a challenge. I hate hard work. My brain is wired for simplicity and my temperament is to run away from anything that involved effort.

It’s time to rewire my brain.

I just don’t know how….